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]]> http://files.posterous.com/user_profile_pics/103872/CupProfile.jpg http://posterous.com/users/4aGag4Jcq7jr Sarah Sair Sarah Wed, 23 May 2012 21:38:29 -0700 Munrobagging 2 Boo http://sair.posterous.com/munrobagging-2-boo http://sair.posterous.com/munrobagging-2-boo
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Munrobagging 2 Boo (mp3)

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]]> http://files.posterous.com/user_profile_pics/103872/CupProfile.jpg http://posterous.com/users/4aGag4Jcq7jr Sarah Sair Sarah Tue, 22 May 2012 09:27:00 -0700 Warm Walkway Sunshine Blooms http://sair.posterous.com/warm-walkway-sunshine-blooms http://sair.posterous.com/warm-walkway-sunshine-blooms

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]]> http://files.posterous.com/user_profile_pics/103872/CupProfile.jpg http://posterous.com/users/4aGag4Jcq7jr Sarah Sair Sarah Sat, 12 May 2012 15:24:00 -0700 A Goodbye http://sair.posterous.com/a-goodbye http://sair.posterous.com/a-goodbye

I suffer with social anxiety and don't get on with others.  I am not a good person.  I am and have been nasty to people.  Therefore it follows that I should not be with people.  Having alienated myself from many people in my life - at work and on the Internet - I think it best that I discontinue my "me me me" communications both online and at work.  I have announced today that I will no longer be recording audioboos, I shall not be sending tweets and will not be going on Facebook anymore.  I'm not listening to others' boos, nor reading others' Facebook/Tweets etc. etc.  That way I will not encounter a feeling of a desire to reply.  It's just best that way - that I don't inflict myself on others anymore.  I am only going to be using the Dropvox app as a diary tool for myself which is completely private and will not be annoyingly public.

I apologise to all those people online that I have upset over the years.  Your consolation is for you to know that *I* know how bad I am and how bad I have been with all of you and am full of regrets and hatred for myself.

Complete withdrawal from communication of any sort - apart from work-related essential communication - is what I intend to implement.  It's a strategy of complete abstinence of any social communication of any kind with anyone.  No more upsetting people.

The duo who banned me from their lives were correct to do so.  Being banned has meant a great deal of heartache and soul searching as it's hard to accept being hated for ever but I do understand what I horrible person I have been and will always be and understand why I was rejected,

Having communicated myself online since 1999 there is a lot of my crap words out there but I shall not be retracing my steps to eradicate it all, so for that I am sorry too.

I MUST refrain from communicating online altogether from now on.  A hard task to remember initially but it must be done.

Bye.

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]]> http://files.posterous.com/user_profile_pics/103872/CupProfile.jpg http://posterous.com/users/4aGag4Jcq7jr Sarah Sair Sarah Sat, 12 May 2012 13:57:00 -0700 Last Boo http://sair.posterous.com/last-boo http://sair.posterous.com/last-boo

Last Boo (mp3)

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]]> http://files.posterous.com/user_profile_pics/103872/CupProfile.jpg http://posterous.com/users/4aGag4Jcq7jr Sarah Sair Sarah Fri, 11 May 2012 04:10:00 -0700 Time To Shut Up Boo http://sair.posterous.com/time-to-shut-up-boo http://sair.posterous.com/time-to-shut-up-boo

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Time To Shut Up Boo (mp3)

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]]> http://files.posterous.com/user_profile_pics/103872/CupProfile.jpg http://posterous.com/users/4aGag4Jcq7jr Sarah Sair Sarah Thu, 10 May 2012 09:43:00 -0700 Argument Then Tears Boo http://sair.posterous.com/argument-then-tears-boo http://sair.posterous.com/argument-then-tears-boo

Argument Then Tears Boo (mp3)

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]]> http://files.posterous.com/user_profile_pics/103872/CupProfile.jpg http://posterous.com/users/4aGag4Jcq7jr Sarah Sair Sarah Wed, 09 May 2012 10:07:00 -0700 Positive, Happy Boo! http://sair.posterous.com/positive-happy-boo http://sair.posterous.com/positive-happy-boo

Positive, Happy Boo! (mp3)

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]]> http://files.posterous.com/user_profile_pics/103872/CupProfile.jpg http://posterous.com/users/4aGag4Jcq7jr Sarah Sair Sarah Tue, 08 May 2012 09:51:00 -0700 Work Stress http://sair.posterous.com/work-stress http://sair.posterous.com/work-stress

Work Stress (mp3)

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]]> http://files.posterous.com/user_profile_pics/103872/CupProfile.jpg http://posterous.com/users/4aGag4Jcq7jr Sarah Sair Sarah Mon, 07 May 2012 17:07:00 -0700 Work Overload Boo http://sair.posterous.com/work-overload-boo http://sair.posterous.com/work-overload-boo

Work Overload Boo (mp3)

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]]> http://files.posterous.com/user_profile_pics/103872/CupProfile.jpg http://posterous.com/users/4aGag4Jcq7jr Sarah Sair Sarah Wed, 02 May 2012 11:07:00 -0700 MobileMe To iCloud Boo http://sair.posterous.com/mobileme-to-icloud-boo http://sair.posterous.com/mobileme-to-icloud-boo

MobileMe To iCloud Boo (mp3)

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]]> http://files.posterous.com/user_profile_pics/103872/CupProfile.jpg http://posterous.com/users/4aGag4Jcq7jr Sarah Sair Sarah Tue, 01 May 2012 22:13:00 -0700 Rare Photos: Hitler's Bunker, Captured by LIFE Photographer - LIFE http://sair.posterous.com/rare-photos-hitlers-bunker-captured-by-life-p http://sair.posterous.com/rare-photos-hitlers-bunker-captured-by-life-p
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Amazing, fascinating photographs.

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]]> http://files.posterous.com/user_profile_pics/103872/CupProfile.jpg http://posterous.com/users/4aGag4Jcq7jr Sarah Sair Sarah Sat, 28 Apr 2012 03:15:00 -0700 Background Noise On Boos http://sair.posterous.com/background-noise-on-boos http://sair.posterous.com/background-noise-on-boos

Background Noise On Boos (mp3)

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]]> http://files.posterous.com/user_profile_pics/103872/CupProfile.jpg http://posterous.com/users/4aGag4Jcq7jr Sarah Sair Sarah Fri, 27 Apr 2012 11:28:00 -0700 Day From Hell Boo http://sair.posterous.com/day-from-hell-boo http://sair.posterous.com/day-from-hell-boo

Day From Hell Boo (mp3)

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]]> http://files.posterous.com/user_profile_pics/103872/CupProfile.jpg http://posterous.com/users/4aGag4Jcq7jr Sarah Sair Sarah Fri, 27 Apr 2012 10:30:00 -0700 Day From Hell http://sair.posterous.com/day-from-hell http://sair.posterous.com/day-from-hell

Despite being in work from 7am until 5pm nearly all this week, my workload has gone right up instead of me catching up.

I went out at 06:30 this morning to be in good time for the 10 to 7 bus. It arrived, we got on, then the driver couldn't get it to go more than a yard forwards. We had to wait for the next scheduled bus arrival - not 15 minutes later as is normal because they miss one out with it being so early - so we all got off one bus and on to another at 07:20. Immediately after the bus drivers swapped buses, the replacement driver just drove off immediately on the 'broken down' one! A work colleague who got off with me and passed me on our walk from alighting the bus mumbled something about the driver not knowing what he was doing and something about the handbrake!

Upon my arriving at work (I walk slower than my colleague who went in before me) I discover that the brand new fob (key) that I was issued with yesterday would not open the door. Another worker came along shortly and told me that you have to keep swiping the fob across the reader panel repeatedly and pushing the door until it opens. Several people couldn't get in.

My working day was full of urgent work, which meant I felt pressured and worked full-on all day so now I feel exhausted.

Our Tesco groceries home delivery always arrives after work on Fridays (the only day one doesn't get substitutions because they've stocked the shelves ready for the weekend shoppers). This morning I realised I hadn't ordered my Schweppes blackcurrant cordial for drinking with my Holsten Pils lager. So after a couple of drink-free weekends and a long, hard slog of a week, I can't relax like I wanted to with a lager and black.

Here I go again, being all negative. But! It IS the weekend and my strawberry tarts arrived! There's plenty of catch-up telly to watch and I have a weekend *off* work. :-)

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]]> http://files.posterous.com/user_profile_pics/103872/CupProfile.jpg http://posterous.com/users/4aGag4Jcq7jr Sarah Sair Sarah Mon, 23 Apr 2012 11:05:00 -0700 On Trackpads, iPad ClamCase and Thanks. http://sair.posterous.com/on-trackpads-ipad-clamcase-and-thanks http://sair.posterous.com/on-trackpads-ipad-clamcase-and-thanks

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On Trackpads, iPad ClamCase and Thanks. (mp3)

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]]> http://files.posterous.com/user_profile_pics/103872/CupProfile.jpg http://posterous.com/users/4aGag4Jcq7jr Sarah Sair Sarah Sat, 21 Apr 2012 18:11:00 -0700 Wavepad, @SassyCat & Shower Boos http://sair.posterous.com/wavepad-sassycat-shower-boos http://sair.posterous.com/wavepad-sassycat-shower-boos

Wavepad, @SassyCat & Shower Boos (mp3)

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]]> http://files.posterous.com/user_profile_pics/103872/CupProfile.jpg http://posterous.com/users/4aGag4Jcq7jr Sarah Sair Sarah Sat, 21 Apr 2012 13:20:00 -0700 I Love My Daughter But ... My Life? http://sair.posterous.com/i-love-my-daughter-but-my-life http://sair.posterous.com/i-love-my-daughter-but-my-life

I Love My Daughter But ... My Life? (mp3)

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]]> http://files.posterous.com/user_profile_pics/103872/CupProfile.jpg http://posterous.com/users/4aGag4Jcq7jr Sarah Sair Sarah Thu, 19 Apr 2012 11:26:05 -0700 When Omanitot Became Omanidot - For Grace http://sair.posterous.com/when-omanitot-became-omanidot-for-grace http://sair.posterous.com/when-omanitot-became-omanidot-for-grace
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When Omanitot Became Omanidot - For Grace (mp3)

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]]> http://files.posterous.com/user_profile_pics/103872/CupProfile.jpg http://posterous.com/users/4aGag4Jcq7jr Sarah Sair Sarah Thu, 19 Apr 2012 11:23:00 -0700 When Omanitot Became Omanidot - Introduction Boo http://sair.posterous.com/when-omanitot-became-omanidot-introduction-bo http://sair.posterous.com/when-omanitot-became-omanidot-introduction-bo

When Omanitot Became Omanidot - Introduction Boo (mp3)

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]]> http://files.posterous.com/user_profile_pics/103872/CupProfile.jpg http://posterous.com/users/4aGag4Jcq7jr Sarah Sair Sarah